Maybe It's Just Me

Thursday, June 30th, 2005

Subject:	I Want to Be a POP Star!
Time:	4:45 pm.
Mood:	accomplished.

Went to an amusement park today. Me and my brother quoted Anchorman all day, it was fun. Got really wet thought.

Bought the new Coldplay cd, X&Y, and it definitely lives up the hype. Great album, some of the most beautifully put together stuff i've ever heard. I also bought Bill Cosby Is A funny Fellow, Right!? It is pure comedy genius from the king of Jello himself. It features my personal favorite skit, Noah. Becca almost got me it on the same day, weird huh?

"Noah, its the lord."
"Riiiiight, who is this REALLY?"

awesome.

I've been working on a new song that i'm really proud of, i think ill post the lyrics, cos i need help with a good title, cos i dont want it to be ordinary and such. I cant wait to get home and start practicing again and stuff in a band, its been too long. anyhow, here it is:

I went to the store for Apple Jacks and milk
When I saw a girl strut by in silk
With a pink summer dress she was hotter than the sun

Her first name was Eve, and her last name sin
But it wasnt long before i saw the bruises on her skin
Like a game of Pictionary i could decode the story

'Cos Eve had a boyfriend who beat her more than she'd say
And even the sun's only bright for half the day

And she said
"Rain rain, fall away, a flood's the only thing that can save me today
And you cant stop this storm so get out of my way
Im not the only one with a debt to pay"

Well Adam was a boy who had it all
Top of the class, quarterback in football
He was his own all-american hero

Adam got a free ride to Penn State
But having it all was more than he could take
So he took acid at night to put him back on top

Adam went to college to get some more knowledge
But all he ended up with was an empty wallet, saying

Rain rain, fall away, a flood's the only thing that can save me today
And i'm crushed in this storm but there's no other way
I'm drowning in my own river of denial and dismay
Rain rain, fall away, I'm just one of many with a debt to pay
And my silent conscience is screaming to say
That i fucked up and I can't see straight

Well he lied and she lied, and so did everyone else
A Halloween party with masks to disguise themselves
Here's a toast to everything that nobody knows
Hidden in a closet beneath last year's Old Navy Clothes

The streams down the crevices of your face
All scream out the problems you cannot erase
And the view from the top is the same as the bottom
But does anyone see the mistakes forgotten?

It's kind of a commentary on how we all hide things from the world, and even the people who we think are awesome and on top of everything really have awful problems that are tearing them apart. also its a play off different childrens songs n stuff from when we were kids. The whole Adam and Eve thing was an allusion to like the story of the Garden of Eden, and how mankinds decisions and mistakes put us where we are today, because of man's own free will,and also how perfect there lives must have seen, but was it really if they felt the need to betray God. Holy crap, i think way too much. its not really religious, but just something to think about. theeee end.

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Tuesday, June 28th, 2005

Subject:	I FLIPPED OVER!
Time:	5:22 pm.
Mood:	disappointed.

steevedude103: Oh chariott

That was Michael Hollner.

So i did this entry once already , and it erased it, so now im pissed off. so now im just gonna abbreviate my previous message. went to some restaurant last night, no way jose's, creative, and the power went out. Dont worry though, i calmed the situation by going "Stay calm everyone!" Then i talked to beccca for like a gazillion hours...ok maybe like a little over 1 hour on the phone. We discussed politics, fat people, hair, and of course Goof Troop? I miss her.

today i went to some water park, Dollywood style, and it had no lie, 4 rides. Yey. Saw lots of people wearing bathing suits that they pry shouldn't wear, some grossed me out. My brother like flipped in one of the rides and hit his head on the tube. It reminded me of Chris Farley, and i laughed.

Now im bk at the campsite with nothing much to do. Raining out again thought. I kindas just want to be home, but I'm doing alright. I just hate feeling like im easily replaced, which it seems has occurred. Oh well.

Im waiting for summer to start!

I've been listening to the live version of Let Me Go by Butch Walker a lot, its good. Tool bad i dont have Hey! album with me. Oh well.

As Christ Bottini would say "Live long and prosper." Shit, that was a vulcan. Still applies.

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Monday, June 27th, 2005

Subject:	Day 1: 023020202 hours
Time:	12:53 pm.
Mood:	bored.

Alright so I decided to just use this thing while I am away in Tennessee. So here's a little update on what has been going on in my life, if one actually cares:

Well, friday night was graduation. It was a lot different then expected, but then again I expected it to be different then what I've always seen on tv and stuff- i guess? Thats why television sucks. Well anyhow, beforehand we saw a lookalike of Jim, vin's stepdad. I have a picture, it's cute. My speech went over well too, which i was very happy about. Although i didnt do the cool intro that I had planned out for Megan. I'm sure everyone enjoyed my inclusion of the Cos-man though, word holla. Anyhow, its weird to think high school is over, its been such a major part of our lives. I'm happy with how a lot of stuff is going out tho, such as me and beckstah being together and becoming friends with a lot of people. I will miss Christ Bottini.
So after graduation, mad pics were taken ,many of me becca and other various individuals including matthew, jacob, vinny, and bryant. Others probably too. Then a bunch of us met to see Batman Begins at 11 pm, right after me and becca ate (more like sucked down) some food. The movie was awesome, and so was our game of telephone, which sadly didnt work because of the lack of a circle. However, Alfred is the coolest butler ever, and he could kick your ass I'm sure. Zack enjoyed it haha. Then, we were going to go the Melis' but she was mad tired so a bunch of us went to Denny's. On the way there, i was overtired and came up with some new advertising slogans for whatever stores I saw.

"Buga Di Beppo-YOU CANT EVEN FUGGIN SAY IT"
"Toys R' Us- We are the toys, biotch."
"IHOP- The name says it all"
"Taco Bell- Cos "Freakin Awesome" Bell Was already taken"

Then Denny's was fun, with table wars and the like.

The next day, Becca came over and i THOUGHT i left at 5, but didnt end up leaving till like Midnight. anyhow, she helped me pack and such, we even went to Target (her first time!)and played baseball, and also bought me some new headphones and t-shirts. Day was too short tho, and soon she left. I'll missss herrrr.

Anyhow, so at night I left for Tennessee. Ride doesnt seem as long when you have driven down to Florida. I saw some gay bikers eating ice cream, that was cute. Got here last night and set up and such, ate some dinner. Then I TRIED to go to sleep in my tent, but my mattress kept deflating and i had a killer stomach ache so i couldnt. Also becca called, a plus by far!

So today is offically day 1. My stomach is still killing me, and Im bored out of my mind. I think I'll go play guitar. Oh, and sorry to all the folks who I could not attend their graduation parties. I'd be there if I could guys.

OH AND HAPPY THREE MONTHS YESTERDAY TO MY LAMMMMMMMMP!!! :)

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Tuesday, May 10th, 2005

Subject:	Too Many Pieces of Cake Will Make You Wicked Fat Like a Whale
Time:	3:30 pm.
Mood:	naughty.

Dear journal,
Patty Manyonaise spoke to me today. Me and porkchop were ecstatic. I have one strand of hair because i am Doug Funnie. Spelt with an ie. like Internet explorer, but i dont use the internet, i use a journal. OH NOOOOOO ITS AN ONLINE JOURNAL NOOOOOOOOOOOOO I LOSE

I LOVE Jfdkfkndsnfsdnskddsefkasfdaknfsknfdskdsfkafknds

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